Dee,
Sorry, but says I don't have enough posts to send a PM, so I'll just do it here. Hope this doesn't get me banned, but I was TroyW back in the day, just the sober version this time.
Don't worry, I'll only very rarely post on here, because a) I now have a loving and amazing husband in life, b) I'm happy and sober, c) I have loads of work and ambition, and d) I'm now blind, so everything takes longer. Combine all those things, and I don't really have time to socialize on message forums much anymore.
Was just onight since my husband is gone for a week again. Then due to everything I endured tostabalize our life, sure enough there's a small part of my mind saying maybe it's ok to let my guard down and give myself a pat on the back. Obviously I won't, and am in no danger of drinking, so all is well.
Hope all is well with you.