how are you doing behappy?
i know what you mean about separation. the av rings in my ears and sometimes IT gets me to believe that its me that wants that drink (or 4), that actually, i agree with IT. i end up in discussion with myself telling myself im not IT and i dont agree with IT while IT watches on. typical inner arguing.
i know i dont ever want to drink again but my god, ITs so used to me agreeing with it, its a conscious effort to tune out ITs whining when told 'never'.
its like im walking away and its clinging to my foot, being dragged along.