Top- I can't believe you did that! That's sacrificial love right there. ..
I will be facing big triggers today. Trying to be honest before they hit. boys are coming home with dad from in laws. They have cousins there they enjoy being with. They get entertained to the hilt. There's trees.
The comments and discussion will be about how awesome, how much better life is there- why can't we live there ... they'll treat me with suspicion bc I don't like spending time with that part of the family ...
my husband will be loud - lots of yelling, and needy all at the same time.
It's been so peaceful the last few days ...
just sayin
but I'm committed to "leaning in to the pain" ... I am in for the bargain with you guys
day 5