Welcome Bittersweetlove . . . .your name brought back some memories although I thought of my love for my qualifier as bitter, bitter, bitter sweet!
Anyone of us here will tell you that you did the right thing and many here will envy your wisdom in getting out and getting away as early as you did; however none of this makes it any easier to go through.
After 5 months some do feel better. I was not one of those. It took me a long, long time. You might give Alanon a try. Counseling can be helpful. This website is a life line for many.
Big hug!