Thanks amy, not feeling so strong today but accepting it's okay. Exhausted after 5 days of dealing with the car and then mistakes in medical insurance. Dealt with it all better than I would have in the past. Had to really work to change my actions and thoughts. I look back 2 years, 1 year and now, and think okay you have done very well. Give yourself credit and don't, don't don't compare your progress and life to anyone else's. (you always fall short) So glad and sad to be out from AH's influence. I really have to stop beating myself up. Hugs to all
