Newwife, as someone who remained married to an alcoholic for 24 years, sadly it sounds to me like you have made a mistake. Like I tell my children (one who is an adult and one who shortly will be) watch and believe what people do not what they SAY.
My X husband showed me who he was on our honeymoon: a whiny, entitled, spoiled brat and an alcoholic. I ignored his bad behavior, naively believing that together, we would work it out, conquer the world and that eventually, when he grew up, he'd cut down or stop the heavy drinking. He didn't. I was miserable with him for many years. He's still necking liters and liters of cheap (really cheap, like monkey p'ss cheap) wine every single day of his life and blaming me for it.
If I could talk to my young, newly married, whole life in front of me self from all those years ago, I'd tell her to RUN. Leg it out of there.
What does your gut tell you to do about your situation?