My sister died a day like tomorrow July 7 but in 1999. I was drunk the day she died as I am today. I was in my 20 I'm older today but still full of pain.
My husband birthday is the seven or Saturday. I bought him so many gifts I wanted to buy him so he forget he is married to an alcoholic.
What sadness I feel no one can understand I have ruined everything he is livid he found me drinking and my will is gone.
I don't give a **** if I end up in the streets if I die if I lose everything I'm so gone I can't find myself.