Hey! Day 10 substance free.
No drink, no smoking, no nothing. I even made it through a 4th of July BBQ and fireworks with friends and neighbors. (carried around a nalgene bottle of sparkling water with lemon - people most likely assumed I was drinking - only me and my husband knew what it was)
Anyway the 4th was is a big deal for me, because I fell off the wagon after a few weeks sober over Christmas festivities.
I'm feeling good. Finally starting sleeping good. The last couple nights sleep was great.
Trouble is, I'm kind of bored.
Besides the 4th of July BBQ, I've been laying low and avoiding friends and neighbors. So that, along with not going outside to smoke all the time, and of course not drinking is leading to feeling bored.
I've been reading a lot. Novels. Going to the library every other day. That's about it. Really lame, but I'm thinking that's what I need right now.
Anyway I just wanted to toss some thoughts out there. I hope everyone is doing well! Thanks for all your support and kind words you've given me since I've become a member (even screwing up a few times) I've always felt comfortable here.
Thanks again!