Originally Posted by
pocketbook 
It's all I think about and I can't talk to anyone, I'm lying to myself, and I feel ashamed posting here because I should have RUN FOR THE HILLS last Friday.
Don't feel ashamed!!! You've reached out to the people who are in the best position to help you--all with different life experiences. If everyone on this forum who didn't act as quickly they "should" have felt ashamed about that, this whole forum would be a cesspool of shame.
But we take what we learn and move on, whatever that means for each of us.
Please continue posting--or at least reading!