yup, its relatable. insanity at its best.
let me direct your attention to a few things:
My husband and family are fed up.
Life without alcohol scares me to death but continuing on this path is even scarier. I need help.
I am a mess
What I miss the most after drinking my liter of vodka the night before is rolling out of the bed in the morning still drunk...falling and breaking my hand
mama, dont believe your thinking right now. its a lie.
dont drink for the next 10 years. by tthen you will know the point.
have ya looked into an recovery programs?