Nothing changes if nothing changes Stewy.
I've advised this before but make a list out of all the things you might do - from easiest to hardest from posting here everyday, say, through to Dr, SMART Lifering to AA Meetings, outpatient, inpatient rehab.
I'm sure you can think of other similar things too
If you're still waiting on a counsellor or whatever, you need to take action while that happens.
Don't take waiting for something as action - waiting for the next appointment or the next meeting is not action.
It's in your own best interests to act, and act now.
It's downright dangerous to just let it go and keep drinking while you wait - a lot can happen in a few months.
Make that list.
Start at the bottom - right now.
If you still drink on level one...got to level 2...then 3 and so on....
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