Originally Posted by
tripstotheedge 
Can't do the programs. 24 hours from now, I'll be the selfish person I always am. Vicious cycle. I'm so weak and scared. I only push forward for my kids.
im glad ya made it back,trips.
yes, you can do ANY of the programs.
change doesnt happen overnight- thats just the facts.
yup, you will be the same selfish person 24 hours from now.
however
if you decide you want to be sober more than ya want to drink
and become willing to go to ANY lengths for victory over alcohol,
then get into action with any of the programs available
you CAN have victory over alcohol.
you and your kids deserve a sober you.
hhhmmm... you'll still be the same seflish person 24 hours from now, but
"I'd take the back door out but I can't do that to my kids."
youre not as selfish as you perceive.