there is absolutely no way i could hang out in the barber shop without eventually getting my hair cut.
" Has anyone out there relapsed?"
yes, and i came dam close to drinking.
relapse ends with a drink.
" decided about 2 weeks ago that I was going to have a drink and a smoke. I just didn't know when. I wanted to prove to myself that I could handle it."
" Does one night kill the 281 days I was sober?"
i would only be lieing to myself if i still considered i had continuous sobriety after making a conscious decision to go out and smoke dope and drink.
are ya done for good or still think you can handle it?