You can do this, Kevin! There are a number of sobriety plans that aren't 12 step; I don't go to AA myself now but it helped me a lot when I was in rehab and early sobriety, to be around others who are suffering and to just have human contact after being isolated with booze for so long. It's helped many but it's certainly not the only path; I hope you find the one that leads you to a sober life.