Hey Alyssa,
i know its been a long time since you posted this. Perhaps things are allot better now? If not I'd like to put in my two sense if you don't mind. I'm new here and just starting out myself. But reading your frustration I know exactly what you mean. What I have found to help with my feeling of being alone and no support ect from my other half is this. I had to make it a determination for myself. I'm doing this for myself! Not for my significant other or anyone else. My support would come from those I can trust ect. Those who understand what we are going threw. Some have mentioned a 'plan' and this would be a part of that plan. If my significant other doesn't support me then as hard as it is and feels, Ounce I have control and am in better recovery and a better person. Hopefully they can share in that new you. If not then thats there loss and someone will appreciate you. But thats waaaay down the future hopefully. Point is you have to do because 'you' want to!
