Originally Posted by
Smarie78 
I acted out sexually as soon as I got the first look from a man and became very promiscuous throughout my adulthood. Almost to the point of addiction. While it no longer is a part of my life, I still can't help but wonder if the men I am involved with today, the abusive and dysfunctional relationships, are my way of trying to overcome the abuse from the schoolyard. Am I trying to prove to the now grown man- bullies, now am I lovable?
I also wanted to say that I relate to that^^^ I too was quite promiscuous through my 20's and also went through periods when I was younger of being bullied and picked on... I never connected the two, but it's something to think about........