". For several reasons... social anxiety, and also, I grew up in this town and the idea of potentially seeing someone from high school days just totally wigs me out. '
i can really relate to that fear! an old timer told me one day,"dam, tom, i heard ya talkin about sleepin in your car in th ebar parking lot and stumbling through the grocery store drunk as cooter brown. youre afraid of running into someone ya know at an AA meeting or people finding out your getting help for a drinking problem, but didnt seem to care who say ya knee walkin drunk. kind of nuts,eh? would ya rather run into someone ya know at a place to get help for your drinking problem or in jail?"
huh!!!!
p.s.
youre trying to find some GODness- awesome!!
maybe,just maybe GOD was givin ya a little sign there where to find it.
huh!!
