Thank you for the link Berrybean
I have been listening
I had a dream that has resurfaced
But fear keeps it at bay
I have zero desire to drink
Yesterday the glimpses of clarity left me feeling empty
I want more in life
I don’t want the fear & loneliness I carry
Drinking could mask it but I don't want that
I know without feeling what I feel I wouldn't move forward
I will go to meet friend for coffee
I will work on paperwork I have been avoiding
I will start a gratitude list
I will take a small step and look at how I could make that dream happen
(Maybe with very small steps it can)
I will not give up
Day four
I think too much