I'm still alive nobenders! And sober
I feel terrible for letting you down and not posting much lately. Please don't think it's because of you Steely and Ananda, it's because of you THAT I post! Thank you both for keeping the thread alive, it's great!
Today was the last day at work already. The lady who's job I did will probably be back next week, if not they will contact me spontaneously. So I hope I'll have more time to post again from now on.
I was so tired today that I fell asleep during my MRI scan, despite the terrible noise!
Other than that I'm throwing myself into the AA program because I came to the point where I thought nothing else on this world wood keep me sober. It's going great and since I started working the steps, it's the first time in my sobriety that I don't feel like drinking and have no cravings anymore.
Things with my BF are still difficult but we're working on it.
Going to bed now, totally exhausted again. Have a wonderful day/night, I love you both Steely and Ananda! And all of you really, thanks for being in this class with me!