Day 9. APARTMENT LOOKS AMAZING! FINISHED FIRST EVER SOBER CLEANING
It took me 3 days, but every moment was literally really good learning about myself. It was strangely fulfilling. A strange and beautiful joy to clean this way (meaning, NOT DRUNK).
And now ... I can start YOGA tomorrow!!!!
People... Whats going on inside of me, and so quickly also taking place OUTSIDE of me, is worth its weight in Gold.
I have had stressors, but I am handling them better as I let go and trust the process I am in.
I did, however, again today, have a strong craving. And its so weird how you forget about the absolute HELL that follows the drink.
I was out walking my dog when it happened, and I quickly reverted my thoughts to ... "BUT HEY... Arent you forgetting about the HANGOVER??"
And then I remembered how I NEVER WANT TO FEEL THAT WAY AGAIN.
Not sure why I am having these stronger cravings these past two days.
But I am posting here so far every time, and utilizing prayer.