Frustrated, I feel you. My AH is in rehab right now for crack. The night before he left, he had one last epic binge after being a self-centered jerk all weekend. We shall see how he does when he gets out, but that using right up until the day did not amuse me or give me much hope either.
I understand your anger. I have lots of that too. I'm using his time away to work on me so that maybe, just maybe I can be sane no matter what happens when he comes home. It's awfully hard to be sane living with a crack addict.