I don't want to go to rehab
why the hell not? 30 days away from the chaos of the outside world, in a place that is focused purely on HELPING you get sober and STAY sober? with the whole purpose of you achieving health and a renewed sense of self?
you TALK about how miserable you are, how you keep doing the SAME thing over and over and over again. you're own groundhog's day. you TALK about wanting to get out of the rut, how this relapse is taking you down.
but when it comes to you actually TAKING ACTION, you balk.
WHY? what on earth do you have to lose at this point?????