Originally Posted by
Jay81 
I joined this site today. I'm hungover, as I am every morning. And every morning I ask myself why do I do this. This morning I cried instead of just rubbing my dizzy head and crawling back in bed. There's a bottle of wine in the fridge and I'm trying to get the courage to dump it down the drain. I don't want it but I'm scared I'll need it later.
it matters a lot less how it came to this than what you do now.
when I got to that place, what I did was pour out the rest of the booze and get to the next available AA meeting.....
I admitted I was powerless over alcohol, my life had become unmanageable, and I chose out loud to myself - SOBRIETY.
Then I got down to business.
You don't have to do this anymore. It's up to you.