Originally Posted by
Marker 
Doing pretty bad.. Mainly cause I'm wasted. Hope I can go to sleep before making some stupid decisions. I so full of ******* pure hatred.
Sorry you are still struggling. There is a way to leverage SR to help get and keep you sober...like posting before you get wasted.
So make tomorrow day one and start making some smart decisions about moving forward with your life. And let Sober Recovery help.