Old 05-07-2017, 01:49 PM
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CanadianRose
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Originally Posted by impuritydoped View Post
I just don't understand how addiction can turn someone so kind and seemingly perfect into a complete monster. He promised he'd never do this to me. He spent so many nights crying about everything he lost a few years back when he was a habitual heroin user. He said he regrets everything he did before he went to treatment, will he regret this too?

He used to be so honest and trustworthy, adventurous and free spirited. His eyes were full of passion when he looked at me, and he showered me with affection all day everyday. Now I can barely get a smile or "I love you" with his cold, empty stare. How does addiction change people so much and so rapidly?
I know exactly what you mean and I am so so sorry. I'm sitting here with my own heart breaking for the exact same reason, and I wish I were the only one who felt this way. No one deserves this. It is insane. My heart goes out to you, genuinely. I know how it feels. We're better than this. We deserve more.
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