Thank you jack! i need that push every now and then. i can take it. thank you! Its different coming from fellow addicts rather than my parents (where it just seems like a lecture). i take it with heart coming from you! no hard feelings, but i listened! thank you for the kick in the A**!
and thank you Kalleigh! its nice to know someone has been right where i was at and pulled through.
im doing better...still having negative "pity pot" thoughts, but trying to stay in the solution and out of the problem. trying to stay positive. it is hard though.
i have a doctor appointment tomorrow (wednesday) to get on some meds. he is a dual addiction doctor (recommended by my ex-sponsor), so no worries!
that's my update. thank you all for being here!
-Psych