thank you Honey Pig. I am glad I found this site. I am working on getting more support. I can't get help from his family as his mom blames his addiction on me. I do currently see a counselor every couple weeks. She is actually the one that has helped get me this far. I am reading an alanon book and subscribed to one of their email groups. I haven't been on this site long, but reading the posts has already brought me to some aha's. I am trying to start my hobbies again. Just keeping my head on straight day in and day out and making the right decisions with the changes is the hardest part. I'll definitely be here for support. Thank you! I will work to do the same for others! Thank you!