Hi, Goodgirl. Welcome to SR. Sorry for what brings you here, but glad you found us. This is an awesome recovery site.
Healing from a break up takes time. Give yourself time and space. Practice self-care, and be gentle with yourself.
Be fierce, however, with your sorry-a$$ man.
Kick him out of your life like a soccer ball. Get a roommate or move to something you can afford. You have been given a great gift, though it may not seem so right now: life without an addict in it.
Peace.
P.S. He wasn't your soulmate. Soulmates don't treat the people they love the way he treated you.