, im sure most would say, don't even WORRY about that now free..but damn it, I would make a fine wife and I'm loyal as hell, and I'm not half bad looking, and i want my shot at something that is tangibly love. I think i deserve that... and i feel like my A has f'd me up beyond beliefs
Hi Free,
I'm sorry for the misery you're going through. You do deserve Love! And a shot at a happier and serene life will be there for you too. It just takes time (lots of time)to work the misery out. Yep I felt ( i still have bad moments) like exa effed me up too. But I do realize I'm responsible too. Although I still hold him more responsible than myself. I was loyal to a fault as well.