Don't be scared Doubter...just start out by telling yourself you won't drink today. Continue to read and post any questions you have here on SR. As you can already see, there are wonderful people here who will support you all the way.
Once you begin to understand how those who have had success with long time recovery, you will be able to adjust/"tweak" your own recovery plan.
Welcome to SR...I look forward to getting to know you better.
