Wow! That was close! I'm actually shocked I was about to go pick up a 6pk after 5months sober. I know what triggered me as well. As soon as I woke up today I had major anxiety over my court date later this week. This came and went ALL day! I'm not sure why since I don't even have to go that day and it will be over but, I guess it's just the thought of it. I was convinced a few beers would be ok(yeah right) and I was out of smokes. Also being off all day stuck in my head didn't help.. I would have and should have went to a meeting at all costs but,my daughter had my car(I still could have made it via ride service) and I've spent the day on here reading. Anyways, As I was about to head to the store for at least smokes she pulled in and I sent her instead. I'll be going to my morning meeting tomorrow. Thought I was going insane though..
