Great post, I deal with this constantly. I had to get rid of Facebook...all I'd see are people who are out "living awesome lives", hanging out at the trendy bars, etc... I could even look back at my old pictures of myself all done up, drinking and AV would probably try to convince me that life was so much better that way. Being off of social media has helped me focus and remember the bad times. Blacking out, the flash backs of going home with strangers, never knowing how I got home....waking up feeling like I got hit by a car, not knowing why...(maybe I did get hit by a car?) sounds like you're doing great
feel free to PM me anytime. Sounds like we had similar experiences.