Wow, it's really overwhelming to see you guys messages. It really warms my heart. I'm doing.. decent. Still very clouded, still haven't been able to lay the thoughts or the booze on the shelf, each hour is a battle, but I have found myself a strong shield to hold on to through communication with my doctor and a few close friends.. I try my best to just involve myself in things that makes me happy and going back to visit this thread is definitely putting a smile on my face.. Thank you so much.