Originally Posted by
Nata1980 
I guess I did not phrase it correctly - my apologies. I have no idea what other people are experiencing - but I distinctly remember experiencing feeling like I could not live without XAH, and "love", and feeling helpless, and want to make him better - and this is exactly what I was doing. I was in love with the potential.
I am sorry for your loss. Grief is a process - and it is hard to say when one "stops". Love yourself and care about yourself - and this requires being easy on timelines.
I think you phrased it perfectly.
It was a sincere thank you. I needed to and appreciate hearing this.
It did hurt my feelings for a second but only because it was sooo sooo true.
Again genuine thanks