Originally Posted by
Maudcat 
Hi, Bee. Welcome. Living with an addict is probably the hardest thing there is. Do you have support from famly or friends.? Can you support yourself and your children?
You sound just about done in by your life as it now is. Maybe it's time to make some changes. I recommend nar anon or al anon. They are both helpful and supportive fellowships for people who are troubled by a loved one's drinking or drugging.
I do have a super supportive family, they just kinda hope for the best for him, they don't really say for me to do one thing or another. Which is nice, because I feel like that would just give me conflicted emotions even more. He's such a good guy when he's sober, everyone loves him. But I just don't believe he's capable of staying sober. It hurts me to admit that but it's true. I feel like if I made him leave he would just spiral further and further and my girls wouldn't have a father. The struggling with what is right is what sucks so bad.
Thanks for listening. I have tried al non but not nar anon. Maybe I'll look into it.