One of the best feelings in the world is the absence of fear that my hidden empty bottles (or cans) will be found. I used to have anxiety nightmares where I had a poorly hidden body in my closet or in my car, symbolising how much shame I had at the idea of someone finding what I really hide. Those went away with the empties.
As for trying to keep motivated early on.. just set short goals. Aim for a week, Just to see that yes you can do it. If you can quit for a week, you can quit indefinitely. I don't know if you have many physical symptoms because of your drinking, but you should notice energy go up, and mental fog clear.