Hi and welcoem hioddenbottles
you say you're not hurting anyone - and I used to say that too - I was hurting mysaelf tho, and I'm as important as anyone else in my life
Also if your stash ever got discovered I'm sure your husband would feel hurt, scared or angry about that - the fact you've not been caught - yet - might not really be a positive?
I hope you end up deciding to make a decision for change
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