Hi MG,
sorry to hear it didn't work out for you, a friend said the same thing happened to her with Zoloft, the first one she had made her violently ill. She's on a different one now and says it's working for her. I hope you find something that works for you.
In the meantime, your nickname can be "Abby" hehe my brain tells me all the time that I'm not normal but seeing as I still haven't worked out what normal is, I haven't been able to argue much with it over that one!
Anyway, all the best.
Amy