it does get easier. much easier....at times, damn fun...and peaceful...the anxiety WILL quiet down.
The early days are messy. Constant ups and down...paranoia, anxiety...it's HARD...but worth every second of it.
Sometime in the future, there will be that day when you wake up after a long night of sleep, the voices that scream in your head will be silent and you will know peace and feel free. Don't quit before that miracle happens.