Originally Posted by
Stewy84 
Annoyed that I abuse the forum with my own lies about recovery
What do you think it will take to snap you out of this downward spiral Stewy? Based off your comment above you seem to realize that you aren't listening to any of the advice you are getting here. Or at least you aren't taking any of it to heart. You also aren't listening to your doctor.
You've already lost a relationship because of your drinking. You almost lost your job because of it too - but yet, you sit here today - drinking. How low are you going to let it go before you look in the mirror and address the real problem?