I'm drunk again I'm ******* pissed off with this ****. Annoyed that I abuse the forum with my own lies about recovery, annoyed my relationship has failed, annoyed I've let another human being down . Drinking again tonight, total waste of breath . Girlfriend is a joke, made up she has the house and I've moved out. I'm stuck worried about the finances for the house whilst she just lives in relative comfort whilst I still pay. ******* pissed off