Originally Posted by
83mama0f2 
....I can handle alcohol again. I know that's a lie though. And I need someone to back me up on that!
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You're right. It's a lie. You know it and you don't need anyone to tell you that.
With a year behind you, you might want to consider taking the next step in your recovery, though, working on the other issues now that you have the chance (thanks to not drinking).