Love and Trust
I feel so hypocritical today. Actually the past few days. I am hoping its just all part of the transition to a normal life. To the point: I am having a hard time loving people and trusting about everyone. Last night I lost my cool and blew off at the family over something stupid. I also feel like everyone is lying to me 24/7. I am attempting to integrate myself back into a church environment after taking some time away, but I am afraid to trust anyone in a leadership position again.
But I'm the one that lied all these years, I'm the one who can't be trusted. Please tell me this is normal. I'm several weeks into this, if that matters.