think for a moment of all you SAW going on in HIS life in that short five months.........drug use, erratic behavior, him pushing you away, DFCS taking his children AWAY from him.
and did losing his kids stop him? NO.
you owe this man nothing. it might be a good idea to examine your own behavior and how quickly you were willing to stand by him for LIFE. you barely know the guy. he's a drug addict. his life is a mess. you aren't GIVING UP on him, like you hold the last life ring and he's flailing in the middle of the ocean. he was using LONG before you came along, you just got to see about two bus stops worth of the journey.