Hey CT ,
Normal people have something called having a bad day .. perhaps your having one of those ?
40 days is great but it is still early days, your body is still healing if it was anything like mine , brain chemistry still changing .
3 days was better than 3 hours , 3 weeks better than 3 days , 3 months better than 3 weeks , 3 years better 3 months ... I'll get back to you on 30 years if i'm lucky enough
New day tomorrow, i'd sleep on it and see how things are in the morning .
Best wishes, m