Well said. Lots of parallels to my story as well. Using alcohol to overcome various social phobias seems to be a common theme around here.
I also completely agree with the thought of using sobriety to achieve similar highs as those experienced during drinking, minus the hangovers, DUIs and depression that accompanies it. In fact, the highs I've found on the side of a mountain while skiing or mountain biking completely dwarf anything I've found in a bottle.
Thanks for the insight and wisdom.