Welcome Donna
I think you took a brave step in signing up.
It's a great thing you've realised it's become a problem.
Now it's time to work on that problem.
And you're not alone.
Alcohol is always appealing to me. When my life is bad, and when it's going smoothly.
It's that feeling of getting drunk and everything seems much more fun.
However.. the cons far outweigh the pros.
The words of a user here told me "Remember what you're like at your last drink, not the first"
Anytime i think of drinking i remember that... And suddenly it's the last thing i want to do.
Stay strong. From now you have support.