Thank you Lexicat. I will get through this. It's just going to take time. I didn't lose him to another woman. I had lost him to alcoholism years ago. I worry that he will die and what that will do to the kids. I'm the only one who tried to get him help. His family won't listen to us or believe us, it's very frustrating. I've had no contact with him in a month. I fear for his life every day. He is drinking himself to death and it's frustrating that nobody can do anything about it. I really don't believe he will stop. He sees absolutely nothing wrong in what he's doing. Thanks for listening. I will read through some other stories tonight.