Thanks for the welcome Dee!
I'm sorry if I sound like a broken record and keep coming back. There's nothing I can say. I can't justify or explain why I keep drinking. I just know that there's always a reason and once I start I can't stop. (First drink ..yes I know)
Dee you always talk about a plan. I need to start one and stick to it.
Ok. Tonight after work, I will not to drink. Instead I will treat my body like a patient who is in dire need of gentle care. I will drink fruit tea and do something productive with my evening instead of drinking till bedtime.
Have a sober Saturday y'all!