Bron,
That is what we do....make a sober life.
When I was a drunk, I would be half way through a bottle of something or worse by now.
I would feel gully knowing when I pass out, I would not be able to be woken up, even if I was set on fire.
Instead, I worked out, went food shopping, cooked dinner w my 13 yo, burned a bunch of receipts, and now getting ready to brush my teeth and roll into bed.
I will wake up in the morning feeling right for making it another day proudly sober. I thank God constantly.
Keep asking questions. Getting clean, depending on many variables, may be the hardest thing you will ever do. It was for me.
Thanks.